Again with fear...now fear of zazen. Work, family, life, and a brief illness swallowed me whole, and my zazen practice went by the wayside for a month. It has been hard this time to start back up, and part of this is an odd fear. Fear of zazen, fear of disappearing into zazen. Like walking out to the end of the jetty, and just going on, into unknown waters. Clearly, this is where I must go, but it has become hard. My great determination has fizzled.
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